Feeling

Sorry for not coming in to read for a period of time. It has been very busy with body pump and combat and not forgetting hectic work lately.

I am glad you had voiced out how you feel and by doing so, it will help you feel better. To hear how you feel would knows that you still care and love me. Sharing is part of living and get to understand each other more. It may be difficult to accept at times but that is part of parcel of relationship. It bound to have time that we are not able to see eye to eye on certain issues. But at least we know.

Yes i was very upset on Sunday and that's really affected me alot alot. You would have know that I wasn't in a good mood. And the way you responded to me that night was not acceptable, at least to me. You sound like a total stranger to me. I just hope that you can make an effort to tell me that you have guest at home. I was expecting you to call me back to say some nice thing to make me feel better.. but you did not. I was very furious that night. REALLY! I wasn't enjoying the mother's day dinner and had been giving faces to all my family. At the same time, I was having a headache. It was terrible day for me and not to mentioned monday itself. Sighed... Just want you to know that I am still a human with feeling and emotion. Just hope it won't happen again...

Anyway, I angry because I care and love you. and I still do. Will not let such small matter affects our relationship. Afterall, I don't believe in forever romantic relationship. Conflicts will still exists to help to strengthen the bond between each other.

I LOVE YOU

Wired clouds, but beautiful 

ok, ok, I surrender.

you! thief ! 

我不是故意的

非常抱歉，在你忙著練習的時候，還讓你不得安寧好好練習。不過我本來只是希望更新電話的軟體後，打給你測試一下看是否運作正常了，這應該不會打擾你太多...，真的很抱歉。

非常抱歉，晚上你打給我的時候，有朋友在家裡，又聽你在生氣，所以我沒有辦法說一些安慰你的話，也沒有跟你說我有朋友在家，讓你覺得我冷酷，真的很抱歉。

非常抱歉，昨天跟你說sorry的口氣讓你覺得不夠誠懇，但是你要知道我跟你說的話都是很有誠意的，發自內心的，真的很抱歉。

非常抱歉，讓你一整天心情不好，連帶的也影響到你的親人朋友，真的對他們也感到萬分的抱歉。

非常抱歉，你平常已經睡不好了，昨天夜裡是不是睡的更不好，真的很抱歉。

現在的我心中充滿了歉意和愧疚，只希望你心情好轉。

心裡話

認識一年半多，曾經發生幾次彼此意見不合的狀況。事情發生時，我會表明我的立場，但是最後讓你自己做決定，我知道你不喜歡被約束(當然我也一樣)，所以我不會把我的"不喜歡"變成我們的交往手則。其實在表明我的看法的時候，我會擔心我的想法也許太呆板、太傳統、太自私，會把你嚇到，讓你早早結束我們的關係，但是經過幾次的"討論"，我發現其實你在事先就以經猜到我的想法，但是你仍然堅持你自己的想法(我知道你非常固執)，仍然會嘗試做那些你覺的很合理很正常的事，當然我就只能改變我自己的想法，把你的快樂變成我的快樂。

我是個理性的人，很多事情都會講道理，當然這就涉及許多的邏輯判斷跟推測。但是這些推測都不是天馬行空，而是根據現實的經驗，相信你常常也可做出這樣的邏輯判斷(你才會早就知道我的想法)。

希望你可以原諒我之前這樣不信任的推測判斷，

誰叫我那麼愛你。

Truth or lie

Dear dar

I know you are a true person, and I like that very much. But do u know "good-will lie" ? Maybe Telling a lie would make you uncomfortable, but sometimes it's better than telling the truth for the reality. In some situations, we don't need to tell the whole truth that you know, and that doesn't mean we are going to tell a lie, but just a part of truth. I don't know if you know what I am talking about. I think you are smart enough to figure out the different situations. I am not persuading you telling lies, but just ask you think about not telling the whole truth in some situations those are not harmful to anybody.