一生的朋友

本來說好，今天下午邀請老朋友來看看我的新家，早上便收到電話說不能過來了。

其實，心理早就有這個預感，雖然不是第一次失約，心理總覺得來我家拜訪似乎在他們的排程裡只能得到最低的Priority，所以我想只要他們有其他的事情，就會立刻改變原定的計劃。這也不能怪他們，天氣難得那麼好，除了來我家拜訪外，應該會有許多更多更好的選擇吧。

不過說實在的，家裡似乎真的沒有足夠的吸引力讓這些老朋友來拜訪。沒有裝潢，只有兩人坐的沙發，一張小又醜的茶几(是用木板和儲存箱拼湊而成)，偌大露台上一張椅子、桌子都沒有，把朋友邀請來，大概也只會讓朋友感到寒酸和不舒服吧！

想到幾年前跟他還是室友的時候，有一天他突然跟我說，我們要做一生的好朋友，到老都要互相關心，當時我有點驚訝為什麼他會這樣說，我在他的心目中已經超越 一般朋友的層級了嗎？不過我基本上一定都把好朋友當一生的朋友看待，但是未來的事誰也說不定，是在什麼心態和狀況下他會說出這樣的承諾，對他的話我當然是 笑著點頭，而且一直放在心上。

現在大家已經沒有住在一起了，各自有各自的朋友，生活圈幾乎沒有重疊，就偶爾會有電話聯繫。每個週末他和他的朋友們都有安排一些活動，通宵達旦的，早上當然是約不出來的，下午通常都是跟著晚餐一起約的，似乎很難撥出一些些時間來拜訪我這個老朋友。

我不是自愛自憐，只是約了好幾次，都約不成，心理又想到他說的承諾，只是覺得諷刺、空洞。

好想

?次的?假原本打算??去，但是?有便宜的机票。也就是可能??原因，精神??法集中。

好想你！

Busy, tire but in deeply loved

it has been very busy for me since the trip back. They are quite a number of matters to attend. And somehow it seem never ending. All these mean nothing at the end of day. Hearing your voice, hearing you call me "Dar dar", "Good night". It ends my day with sweetness.

Dar i miss you alot...

Somewhere Over The Rainbow

I am impressed by the song after watching last serie of QAF fourth season.
And I want to share with you.

Somewhere over the rainbow

Somewhere, over the rainbow, way up high
There's a land that i heard of
Once in a lullaby
Somewhere over the rainbow, skies are blue
And the dreams that you dare to dream
Really do come true
Someday i'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where troubles melt like lemon drops
And way above the chimney tops
Is where you'll find me, and
Somewhere over the rainbow, way up high
There's a land that i heard of
Once in a lullaby
Where troubles melt like lemon drops
And way above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me, and
Somewhere over the rainbow, skies are blue
And the dreams that you dare to dream
Really do come trueIf happy little blue birds fly
Beyond the rainbow
Why, or why, can't i?

Valentine's dinner

We had proved "Too many things, too few time" again. In the short 4-days reunion, we shared many things with each other. And the Valentine's dinner is the best one.

In the special meal, we had two tastes of cheese baked rice(coconut curry & milk), a casar salad, two pork steak,two mashed potato , and two beef soup noodles. It's really a rich meal, and all what we do is to share the best with each other.

I love you.