Saturday, September 24, 2005
?怀疑，?妒忌，我?你的?是真的
my dearest dar dar
I do understand how you feel especially there are so many things that you are not able to join in with me. Been a lover couple, we hope to spend time to do things together, enjoy each other company. However, I had learnt to accept the fact it will take some time before this dream will come true. I had learnt to be patient and pray hard for the day to come soon.
I am a person who don think too much. As long it meant no ill intention, I am fine with that.
I just want you to know my love for you is truthful and have no doubt to it. No one can replace you in my heart unless you want it to.
I do understand how you feel especially there are so many things that you are not able to join in with me. Been a lover couple, we hope to spend time to do things together, enjoy each other company. However, I had learnt to accept the fact it will take some time before this dream will come true. I had learnt to be patient and pray hard for the day to come soon.
I am a person who don think too much. As long it meant no ill intention, I am fine with that.
I just want you to know my love for you is truthful and have no doubt to it. No one can replace you in my heart unless you want it to.
Monday, August 15, 2005
危機或轉機
最近睡眠不太夠，我想你早該從我臉上的豆豆可以看得出來，不只睡眠，工作上面一些的壓力，確實對我產生了影響。寵物網站的合作，卻在公司成立沒幾個月後有朋友想要退出，在許許多多的方面感受到無力、壓迫，我想都是造成內分泌失調的主因。
這一次，知道Jason送你東西的事，彷彿就像是你前bf送你mp3隨身聽的事件重演。
當喜歡一個人的時候，送禮打動人心是最常見的手段，因為這時候的禮是充滿愛意的禮物，也最容易表達愛意的程度。如果對方收下禮物，很明顯的就是接受禮物所表達的愛意，一段愛情往往就是這樣開始的。我想這樣的模式在世界各國文化都是大同小異的吧。
當然如果不喜歡對方，卻又收下對方表達愛意的禮物時，就顯得有點物質(material)化了。
我 是相信你的，但是你收下Jason送的禮物，如果他是以朋友的立場送禮，讓我感到Jason對你的用心，也由衷感謝他，如果是以愛戀的 立場，那真是對我感到十足的侵略性，畢竟他和你是站 在同一塊土地上，所擁有的優勢遠比我來得多。當然不只是禮物，貼心的Jason似乎也善用SMS，目的是要問問你今天好嗎或是告訴你他明天要離開新加坡，我是不知道你平常是如何回應他的簡訊，我想你 應該很明白他的企圖心吧？我想你必須對他更明白表達你和他之間的關係，我沒有辦法?你，聰明的你應該知道。
我和Jason吃過飯聊過天，我是把他當作朋友，更相信他知道我們遠距離愛情的辛苦。但是，如果他用這個辛苦作為他侵蝕的起點，那我想這樣的朋友不要也罷。
愛你的Dar
這一次，知道Jason送你東西的事，彷彿就像是你前bf送你mp3隨身聽的事件重演。
當喜歡一個人的時候，送禮打動人心是最常見的手段，因為這時候的禮是充滿愛意的禮物，也最容易表達愛意的程度。如果對方收下禮物，很明顯的就是接受禮物所表達的愛意，一段愛情往往就是這樣開始的。我想這樣的模式在世界各國文化都是大同小異的吧。
當然如果不喜歡對方，卻又收下對方表達愛意的禮物時，就顯得有點物質(material)化了。
我 是相信你的，但是你收下Jason送的禮物，如果他是以朋友的立場送禮，讓我感到Jason對你的用心，也由衷感謝他，如果是以愛戀的 立場，那真是對我感到十足的侵略性，畢竟他和你是站 在同一塊土地上，所擁有的優勢遠比我來得多。當然不只是禮物，貼心的Jason似乎也善用SMS，目的是要問問你今天好嗎或是告訴你他明天要離開新加坡，我是不知道你平常是如何回應他的簡訊，我想你 應該很明白他的企圖心吧？我想你必須對他更明白表達你和他之間的關係，我沒有辦法?你，聰明的你應該知道。
我和Jason吃過飯聊過天，我是把他當作朋友，更相信他知道我們遠距離愛情的辛苦。但是，如果他用這個辛苦作為他侵蝕的起點，那我想這樣的朋友不要也罷。
愛你的Dar
Friday, July 29, 2005
Looking forward to see you again
Dar,
Sorry for my hot temper. I will try to be rationale everytime before i throw my temper. Can't wait for the day to see you again. 05 aug 2005 here i come.
Sorry for my hot temper. I will try to be rationale everytime before i throw my temper. Can't wait for the day to see you again. 05 aug 2005 here i come.
Monday, June 13, 2005
Let's fight for the peace
Dar
最近幾個月來，發現你對我生氣的次數遠遠超過之前。
記得之前都是你在說別人怎麼惹你不高興，心裡只想著你很容易生氣，幸運的是生氣的對象都不是我，當然一方面我會安慰你，一方面也替對方說說話，因為有時候覺得只是因為一點小事就被你兇真是替對方感到可憐。
最近我們視訊的次數幾乎是零，聊天的時候看不到你的臉，完全倚賴的是電話裡你講話的口氣、語調、詞句來知道你的感覺，就算是你哭喪著臉，卻用開心的聲音跟我說話，我也是認為你是開心的。
很多時候，爭吵並不是一定是問題的解決辦法，如何在爭吵前及時發現，化解爭吵的癥結，這才是最完美的相處之道。
其實我最不喜歡與人爭吵，相信你也一樣，但是如果說在一起而完全沒有爭吵，相信這世上沒幾對。希望我們下次可以一起面對爭吵的癥結，一起解決，而不是只有我在尋求和解，你在一旁絲毫不予理會，說些冷言冷語，你知道這種熱臉貼冷屁股的滋味並不好受。
老實說，前幾次的爭吵已經在心底烙印，最近卻又頻頻發生，心裡早有怕怕的感覺，因為現在我們並沒有天天住在一起阿，如果天天住在一起會怎麼樣呢？希望聰明的你我應該到時候已經可以面對這樣子的問題了。
愛你
最近幾個月來，發現你對我生氣的次數遠遠超過之前。
記得之前都是你在說別人怎麼惹你不高興，心裡只想著你很容易生氣，幸運的是生氣的對象都不是我，當然一方面我會安慰你，一方面也替對方說說話，因為有時候覺得只是因為一點小事就被你兇真是替對方感到可憐。
最近我們視訊的次數幾乎是零，聊天的時候看不到你的臉，完全倚賴的是電話裡你講話的口氣、語調、詞句來知道你的感覺，就算是你哭喪著臉，卻用開心的聲音跟我說話，我也是認為你是開心的。
很多時候，爭吵並不是一定是問題的解決辦法，如何在爭吵前及時發現，化解爭吵的癥結，這才是最完美的相處之道。
其實我最不喜歡與人爭吵，相信你也一樣，但是如果說在一起而完全沒有爭吵，相信這世上沒幾對。希望我們下次可以一起面對爭吵的癥結，一起解決，而不是只有我在尋求和解，你在一旁絲毫不予理會，說些冷言冷語，你知道這種熱臉貼冷屁股的滋味並不好受。
老實說，前幾次的爭吵已經在心底烙印，最近卻又頻頻發生，心裡早有怕怕的感覺，因為現在我們並沒有天天住在一起阿，如果天天住在一起會怎麼樣呢？希望聰明的你我應該到時候已經可以面對這樣子的問題了。
愛你
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
Feeling
Sorry for not coming in to read for a period of time. It has been very busy with body pump and combat and not forgetting hectic work lately.
I am glad you had voiced out how you feel and by doing so, it will help you feel better. To hear how you feel would knows that you still care and love me. Sharing is part of living and get to understand each other more. It may be difficult to accept at times but that is part of parcel of relationship. It bound to have time that we are not able to see eye to eye on certain issues. But at least we know.
Yes i was very upset on Sunday and that's really affected me alot alot. You would have know that I wasn't in a good mood. And the way you responded to me that night was not acceptable, at least to me. You sound like a total stranger to me. I just hope that you can make an effort to tell me that you have guest at home. I was expecting you to call me back to say some nice thing to make me feel better.. but you did not. I was very furious that night. REALLY! I wasn't enjoying the mother's day dinner and had been giving faces to all my family. At the same time, I was having a headache. It was terrible day for me and not to mentioned monday itself. Sighed... Just want you to know that I am still a human with feeling and emotion. Just hope it won't happen again...
Anyway, I angry because I care and love you. and I still do. Will not let such small matter affects our relationship. Afterall, I don't believe in forever romantic relationship. Conflicts will still exists to help to strengthen the bond between each other.
I LOVE YOU
I am glad you had voiced out how you feel and by doing so, it will help you feel better. To hear how you feel would knows that you still care and love me. Sharing is part of living and get to understand each other more. It may be difficult to accept at times but that is part of parcel of relationship. It bound to have time that we are not able to see eye to eye on certain issues. But at least we know.
Yes i was very upset on Sunday and that's really affected me alot alot. You would have know that I wasn't in a good mood. And the way you responded to me that night was not acceptable, at least to me. You sound like a total stranger to me. I just hope that you can make an effort to tell me that you have guest at home. I was expecting you to call me back to say some nice thing to make me feel better.. but you did not. I was very furious that night. REALLY! I wasn't enjoying the mother's day dinner and had been giving faces to all my family. At the same time, I was having a headache. It was terrible day for me and not to mentioned monday itself. Sighed... Just want you to know that I am still a human with feeling and emotion. Just hope it won't happen again...
Anyway, I angry because I care and love you. and I still do. Will not let such small matter affects our relationship. Afterall, I don't believe in forever romantic relationship. Conflicts will still exists to help to strengthen the bond between each other.
I LOVE YOU
Monday, May 09, 2005
我不是故意的
非常抱歉，在你忙著練習的時候，還讓你不得安寧好好練習。不過我本來只是希望更新電話的軟體後，打給你測試一下看是否運作正常了，這應該不會打擾你太多...，真的很抱歉。
非常抱歉，晚上你打給我的時候，有朋友在家裡，又聽你在生氣，所以我沒有辦法說一些安慰你的話，也沒有跟你說我有朋友在家，讓你覺得我冷酷，真的很抱歉。
非常抱歉，昨天跟你說sorry的口氣讓你覺得不夠誠懇，但是你要知道我跟你說的話都是很有誠意的，發自內心的，真的很抱歉。
非常抱歉，讓你一整天心情不好，連帶的也影響到你的親人朋友，真的對他們也感到萬分的抱歉。
非常抱歉，你平常已經睡不好了，昨天夜裡是不是睡的更不好，真的很抱歉。
現在的我心中充滿了歉意和愧疚，只希望你心情好轉。
非常抱歉，晚上你打給我的時候，有朋友在家裡，又聽你在生氣，所以我沒有辦法說一些安慰你的話，也沒有跟你說我有朋友在家，讓你覺得我冷酷，真的很抱歉。
非常抱歉，昨天跟你說sorry的口氣讓你覺得不夠誠懇，但是你要知道我跟你說的話都是很有誠意的，發自內心的，真的很抱歉。
非常抱歉，讓你一整天心情不好，連帶的也影響到你的親人朋友，真的對他們也感到萬分的抱歉。
非常抱歉，你平常已經睡不好了，昨天夜裡是不是睡的更不好，真的很抱歉。
現在的我心中充滿了歉意和愧疚，只希望你心情好轉。
Friday, May 06, 2005
心裡話
認識一年半多，曾經發生幾次彼此意見不合的狀況。事情發生時，我會表明我的立場，但是最後讓你自己做決定，我知道你不喜歡被約束(當然我也一樣)，所以我不會把我的"不喜歡"變成我們的交往手則。其實在表明我的看法的時候，我會擔心我的想法也許太呆板、太傳統、太自私，會把你嚇到，讓你早早結束我們的關係，但是經過幾次的"討論"，我發現其實你在事先就以經猜到我的想法，但是你仍然堅持你自己的想法(我知道你非常固執)，仍然會嘗試做那些你覺的很合理很正常的事，當然我就只能改變我自己的想法，把你的快樂變成我的快樂。
我是個理性的人，很多事情都會講道理，當然這就涉及許多的邏輯判斷跟推測。但是這些推測都不是天馬行空，而是根據現實的經驗，相信你常常也可做出這樣的邏輯判斷(你才會早就知道我的想法)。
希望你可以原諒我之前這樣不信任的推測判斷，
誰叫我那麼愛你。
我是個理性的人，很多事情都會講道理，當然這就涉及許多的邏輯判斷跟推測。但是這些推測都不是天馬行空，而是根據現實的經驗，相信你常常也可做出這樣的邏輯判斷(你才會早就知道我的想法)。
希望你可以原諒我之前這樣不信任的推測判斷，
誰叫我那麼愛你。
Sunday, May 01, 2005
Truth or lie
Dear dar
I know you are a true person, and I like that very much. But do u know "good-will lie" ? Maybe Telling a lie would make you uncomfortable, but sometimes it's better than telling the truth for the reality. In some situations, we don't need to tell the whole truth that you know, and that doesn't mean we are going to tell a lie, but just a part of truth. I don't know if you know what I am talking about. I think you are smart enough to figure out the different situations. I am not persuading you telling lies, but just ask you think about not telling the whole truth in some situations those are not harmful to anybody.
I know you are a true person, and I like that very much. But do u know "good-will lie" ? Maybe Telling a lie would make you uncomfortable, but sometimes it's better than telling the truth for the reality. In some situations, we don't need to tell the whole truth that you know, and that doesn't mean we are going to tell a lie, but just a part of truth. I don't know if you know what I am talking about. I think you are smart enough to figure out the different situations. I am not persuading you telling lies, but just ask you think about not telling the whole truth in some situations those are not harmful to anybody.
Saturday, April 23, 2005
Sunday, March 27, 2005
一生的朋友
本來說好，今天下午邀請老朋友來看看我的新家，早上便收到電話說不能過來了。
其實，心理早就有這個預感，雖然不是第一次失約，心理總覺得來我家拜訪似乎在他們的排程裡只能得到最低的Priority，所以我想只要他們有其他的事情，就會立刻改變原定的計劃。這也不能怪他們，天氣難得那麼好，除了來我家拜訪外，應該會有許多更多更好的選擇吧。
不過說實在的，家裡似乎真的沒有足夠的吸引力讓這些老朋友來拜訪。沒有裝潢，只有兩人坐的沙發，一張小又醜的茶几(是用木板和儲存箱拼湊而成)，偌大露台上一張椅子、桌子都沒有，把朋友邀請來，大概也只會讓朋友感到寒酸和不舒服吧！
想到幾年前跟他還是室友的時候，有一天他突然跟我說，我們要做一生的好朋友，到老都要互相關心，當時我有點驚訝為什麼他會這樣說，我在他的心目中已經超越 一般朋友的層級了嗎？不過我基本上一定都把好朋友當一生的朋友看待，但是未來的事誰也說不定，是在什麼心態和狀況下他會說出這樣的承諾，對他的話我當然是 笑著點頭，而且一直放在心上。
現在大家已經沒有住在一起了，各自有各自的朋友，生活圈幾乎沒有重疊，就偶爾會有電話聯繫。每個週末他和他的朋友們都有安排一些活動，通宵達旦的，早上當然是約不出來的，下午通常都是跟著晚餐一起約的，似乎很難撥出一些些時間來拜訪我這個老朋友。
我不是自愛自憐，只是約了好幾次，都約不成，心理又想到他說的承諾，只是覺得諷刺、空洞。
其實，心理早就有這個預感，雖然不是第一次失約，心理總覺得來我家拜訪似乎在他們的排程裡只能得到最低的Priority，所以我想只要他們有其他的事情，就會立刻改變原定的計劃。這也不能怪他們，天氣難得那麼好，除了來我家拜訪外，應該會有許多更多更好的選擇吧。
不過說實在的，家裡似乎真的沒有足夠的吸引力讓這些老朋友來拜訪。沒有裝潢，只有兩人坐的沙發，一張小又醜的茶几(是用木板和儲存箱拼湊而成)，偌大露台上一張椅子、桌子都沒有，把朋友邀請來，大概也只會讓朋友感到寒酸和不舒服吧！
想到幾年前跟他還是室友的時候，有一天他突然跟我說，我們要做一生的好朋友，到老都要互相關心，當時我有點驚訝為什麼他會這樣說，我在他的心目中已經超越 一般朋友的層級了嗎？不過我基本上一定都把好朋友當一生的朋友看待，但是未來的事誰也說不定，是在什麼心態和狀況下他會說出這樣的承諾，對他的話我當然是 笑著點頭，而且一直放在心上。
現在大家已經沒有住在一起了，各自有各自的朋友，生活圈幾乎沒有重疊，就偶爾會有電話聯繫。每個週末他和他的朋友們都有安排一些活動，通宵達旦的，早上當然是約不出來的，下午通常都是跟著晚餐一起約的，似乎很難撥出一些些時間來拜訪我這個老朋友。
我不是自愛自憐，只是約了好幾次，都約不成，心理又想到他說的承諾，只是覺得諷刺、空洞。
Saturday, March 26, 2005
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
Busy, tire but in deeply loved
it has been very busy for me since the trip back. They are quite a number of matters to attend. And somehow it seem never ending. All these mean nothing at the end of day. Hearing your voice, hearing you call me "Dar dar", "Good night". It ends my day with sweetness.
Dar i miss you alot...
Dar i miss you alot...
Sunday, March 13, 2005
Somewhere Over The Rainbow
I am impressed by the song after watching last serie of QAF fourth season.
And I want to share with you.
Somewhere over the rainbow
Somewhere, over the rainbow, way up high
There's a land that i heard of
Once in a lullaby
Somewhere over the rainbow, skies are blue
And the dreams that you dare to dream
Really do come true
Someday i'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where troubles melt like lemon drops
And way above the chimney tops
Is where you'll find me, and
Somewhere over the rainbow, way up high
There's a land that i heard of
Once in a lullaby
Where troubles melt like lemon drops
And way above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me, and
Somewhere over the rainbow, skies are blue
And the dreams that you dare to dream
Really do come trueIf happy little blue birds fly
Beyond the rainbow
Why, or why, can't i?
And I want to share with you.
Somewhere over the rainbow
Somewhere, over the rainbow, way up high
There's a land that i heard of
Once in a lullaby
Somewhere over the rainbow, skies are blue
And the dreams that you dare to dream
Really do come true
Someday i'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where troubles melt like lemon drops
And way above the chimney tops
Is where you'll find me, and
Somewhere over the rainbow, way up high
There's a land that i heard of
Once in a lullaby
Where troubles melt like lemon drops
And way above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me, and
Somewhere over the rainbow, skies are blue
And the dreams that you dare to dream
Really do come trueIf happy little blue birds fly
Beyond the rainbow
Why, or why, can't i?
Thursday, March 03, 2005
Valentine's dinner
We had proved "Too many things, too few time" again. In the short 4-days reunion, we shared many things with each other. And the Valentine's dinner is the best one.
In the special meal, we had two tastes of cheese baked rice(coconut curry & milk), a casar salad, two pork steak,two mashed potato , and two beef soup noodles. It's really a rich meal, and all what we do is to share the best with each other.
I love you.
In the special meal, we had two tastes of cheese baked rice(coconut curry & milk), a casar salad, two pork steak,two mashed potato , and two beef soup noodles. It's really a rich meal, and all what we do is to share the best with each other.
I love you.
Thursday, February 24, 2005
Raining Island
Dear dar,
Every time you came here, it was always raining day. You must think here is a raining island, right ?
I am so sorry about that, and I do really hope the weather will become better when you are here. Then I can take you to many places, and enjoy the time, but not just wet and cold weather. I must do something tho. Let's pray for the sunny day.
Every time you came here, it was always raining day. You must think here is a raining island, right ?
I am so sorry about that, and I do really hope the weather will become better when you are here. Then I can take you to many places, and enjoy the time, but not just wet and cold weather. I must do something tho. Let's pray for the sunny day.
Friday, February 18, 2005
Meals After 9 is bad for health
Lately, I have realised you have been taking your meals after 9 which is bad for health. Of course tt can be unavoidable occasionally but not so often. That is also one reason why you have put on weight. I am quite worry and concern... ... I hope that you can be mindful on this... ...
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
Finally Heard Something From Her
The last few days were quite torturing. The gym manager suppose to call me and feedback on my sunday performance. But I had waited for 2 days and still no news from her. I had to take the courage to call her and up hoping that she will not be angry for my persistance... ..
Phews, instead she apologised due to tight work load that she had forgotten. So she had proposed to communicate via email instead.
At least something is going... ...
Phews, instead she apologised due to tight work load that she had forgotten. So she had proposed to communicate via email instead.
At least something is going... ...
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
Monday, February 14, 2005
Count Down
2 more weeks to go!!! And CHEAP air ticket!!! It is unbelievable! I think it is God's will, right??
Can't wait to see, kiss, hug and XXXX with you :P
hmm... the little one is responding *blush*
Can't wait to see, kiss, hug and XXXX with you :P
hmm... the little one is responding *blush*
Happy Valentine's Day
Dar, even though I can't celebrate this special day with you, I just want you to know that my heart is always with you. No matter how far you are, I can sense you and feel you.
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!
Hope you like the present... ...
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!
Hope you like the present... ...
Sunday, February 06, 2005
Working hard, crazy but interesting...
After one week presure in working, we were going to do a stress test in customer site on this friday. Unfortunatily, the machine came until this Wednesday night. Yes, that means I must finish the system tunning within one days. How can I do that myself ? My ex-boss said "don't worry, the original company will help us to tune it. Just contact with them". When I trid to call them, some of them were in holiday already, and some no one answer the phone. Geesh, that is the original support ? But thinking on their side, I wouldn't pick up the phone either especially before the long holiday. No other way, I only could rely on myself. At least the Original sent me a doc about the system tunning.
On Thursday afternoon, my colleague told me the stress test could postpon to Saturday, because they were going to upgrade their system on Friday. Good, I got one day more.
On Friday, I had done different kind of system design to speed up the process time, but all in vain. So I asked for Original help again. I sent them the project file to them and wait for their good news.
On Saturday,The Original gave me an advice "use the newest version". I didn't have any other choice. Then I downloaded the new version,burned it on CD, installed it on the new machine.
It's almost 14 o'clock. I even don't have enough time to retest. After redeploied those project file, turned off the machine, packed all stuffs, I was ready to go to customer's site to show them the bad test results. My colleague told me they worked off at 3:30 pm today. What !? It's almost 3 now, so we must wait after the long holiday. I continued those unfinished tests, and I was shocked with the testing results. They were so great and unbelivable. Maybe it's just because the new version and new parameters. Finally, I felt better (wouldn't got fired). In the begining, we all thought it's mission impossible. Now, hope everything will go smoothly.
On Thursday afternoon, my colleague told me the stress test could postpon to Saturday, because they were going to upgrade their system on Friday. Good, I got one day more.
On Friday, I had done different kind of system design to speed up the process time, but all in vain. So I asked for Original help again. I sent them the project file to them and wait for their good news.
On Saturday,The Original gave me an advice "use the newest version". I didn't have any other choice. Then I downloaded the new version,burned it on CD, installed it on the new machine.
It's almost 14 o'clock. I even don't have enough time to retest. After redeploied those project file, turned off the machine, packed all stuffs, I was ready to go to customer's site to show them the bad test results. My colleague told me they worked off at 3:30 pm today. What !? It's almost 3 now, so we must wait after the long holiday. I continued those unfinished tests, and I was shocked with the testing results. They were so great and unbelivable. Maybe it's just because the new version and new parameters. Finally, I felt better (wouldn't got fired). In the begining, we all thought it's mission impossible. Now, hope everything will go smoothly.
Saturday, February 05, 2005
Light
Let me be your light that brighten up your every moment
be it in the darkness or daylight, the light will never fade.
Shining thru from within your heart, feeling warm and loved
no matter how bad the day can be.
Hope you understand and love it!
be it in the darkness or daylight, the light will never fade.
Shining thru from within your heart, feeling warm and loved
no matter how bad the day can be.
Hope you understand and love it!
A Disappointment Maybe a New Beginning
This week has started off very unexpected and very discouragement. But thanks to my frens and not forgetting my Dearest DAR DAR, situation has changes throughout the week. However, the damage on my pride and ego will definitely need time to recover. Life still goes on and brand new beginning to.
Wish me luck !!
Wish me luck !!
Friday, February 04, 2005
The dawn
No more raining.
The city looks cleaner.
The air, the buildings, the mountains, and my heart.
The sun still hid behind the cloud.
Come on!
Let us see ur pretty face after a long , cold, wet winter.
It's time to go home!
Suddently, all the light off, the HP DL-580 which I was using closed it's monitor , went power off.
Yes, it's time to go home.
Thanks for the one who turned off the office power. He reminded me something. Recently, we all are busy in our working. The gas oil for love is consummed and become less and less. It's time to go home and refill more gas oil from you.
Yes, it's time to go home.
Thanks for the one who turned off the office power. He reminded me something. Recently, we all are busy in our working. The gas oil for love is consummed and become less and less. It's time to go home and refill more gas oil from you.
Saturday, January 29, 2005
Free from Misery
Yes, finally my reservist has over. Back to my laptop back to my real work. Hmm... which means more stress. Oh yeah, am starting to think for my new year resolution. Making plan for you and me. Eat, sleep, work, shit, cry, suffer, happy together!!
Thursday, January 27, 2005
Phone Strike
What a stupid phone! I never thought that you would be the rock between my dar and me. Why don't u ring when my dar calling ?! Are you jealous for our love ? Don't be silly, it won't works. I love my dar before you are here, and I love my dar more after u are here. Our love won't be hurt by your silly tricks. Ha ha ha~ Stupid phone!
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
Counting Down
Another two more days to go before end of my miserable reservist...
Alot of ppl may feel that it is a good chance for rest and away from work. As for me, if only I can access to internet and do my own work, or else it is a waste of time. Thank god, it is goin to be over soon and end to my morning misery of getting my hair sprayed black in colour. Jus imagine, it harden my hair, the paint stains everywhere, my ears, face, uniform, everywhere. *Grin*
Jus got a deal in updating a company web site. *Yippee*
Miss dar dar.
Alot of ppl may feel that it is a good chance for rest and away from work. As for me, if only I can access to internet and do my own work, or else it is a waste of time. Thank god, it is goin to be over soon and end to my morning misery of getting my hair sprayed black in colour. Jus imagine, it harden my hair, the paint stains everywhere, my ears, face, uniform, everywhere. *Grin*
Jus got a deal in updating a company web site. *Yippee*
Miss dar dar.
Tuesday, January 25, 2005
Monday, January 24, 2005
You Had Brought A Smile To Me
Just when I need some cheer up, your post on the song has indeed brought a smile on my face. I was caught by the disciplinary officer for my hair. And I have to report back with black hair by tomorrow. Since then, I started to question on the army policy. Is it really really wrong to dye hair? What serious offence is that? The more i think of it, the more frustrated i got.
But you had just cheer me up.
Love you Dear! Feel like giving up everything now and go to you. I don't think i can live without you.
But you had just cheer me up.
Love you Dear! Feel like giving up everything now and go to you. I don't think i can live without you.
Sunday, January 23, 2005
孤單北半球
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| 歐得洋版
用我的晚安陪你吃早餐. 記得把想念 存進撲滿 我 望著滿天星在閃 聽牛郎對織女說要勇敢 別怕我們在地球的兩端 看我的問候 騎著魔毯 飛 用光速飛到你面前 要你能看到十字星有北極星作伴 少了我的手臂當枕頭 你習不習慣 你的望遠鏡望不到 我北半球的孤單 太平洋的潮水跟著地球 來回旋轉 我會耐心地等 隨時歡迎你靠岸 少了我的懷抱當暖爐 你習不習慣 Ｅ給你照片看不到 我北半球的孤單 世界再大兩顆真心就能互相取暖 想念不會偷懶 我的夢通通給你保管 |
林依晨版
用你的早安陪我吃晚餐. 記得把想念 存進撲滿 我 望著滿天星在閃 聽牛郎對織女說要勇敢 不怕我們在地球的兩端 看你的問候 騎著魔毯 飛 用光速飛到我面前 你讓我看到北極星有十字星作伴 少了你的手臂當枕頭 我還不習慣 你的望遠鏡望不到 我北半球的孤單 太平洋的潮水跟著地球 來回旋轉 我會耐心地等 等你有一天靠岸 少了你的懷抱當暖爐 我還不習慣 Ｅ給你照片看不到 我北半球的孤單 世界再大兩顆真心就能互相取暖 想念不會偷懶 我的夢通通給你保管 |
Friday, January 21, 2005
A Day of Passion
Seeing my secondary schoolmate walking down the red carpet with his beloved wife to make their lifetime vow, I can't help thinking to do that with you one of this day. The pastor mentioned in his speech the element for good and prolong marriage is ABC. A for Acceptance B for benevolence and C for Cherish. That speaks alot of my relationship with you.
Let's work toward it together, my dear.
Let's work toward it together, my dear.
Thursday, January 20, 2005
臭味相投
小時候曾經收集一張卡片，上面畫著一隻豬，寫著「臭味相投」，是的，這是一張送給朋友的卡片。
從那時候開始，總期待能夠遇見臭味相投的人，把自己的心事跟他訴說，把自己最心愛的東西跟他分享，把好吃的東西介紹給他品嚐，把好看的東西給他鑑賞。
可是這一等，就等了二十幾年，慶幸的是還是讓我等到了。
珍惜每依次我們聚在一起的時光，希望把所有的事和你一起分享，但是不要擔心我把你當作是我的好朋友，因為能當愛人又能當朋友的又有幾個，讓我們相愛，也臭味相投吧！
從那時候開始，總期待能夠遇見臭味相投的人，把自己的心事跟他訴說，把自己最心愛的東西跟他分享，把好吃的東西介紹給他品嚐，把好看的東西給他鑑賞。
可是這一等，就等了二十幾年，慶幸的是還是讓我等到了。
珍惜每依次我們聚在一起的時光，希望把所有的事和你一起分享，但是不要擔心我把你當作是我的好朋友，因為能當愛人又能當朋友的又有幾個，讓我們相愛，也臭味相投吧！
Monday, January 17, 2005
Passion is not equal to lose health
Dear dar:
I can feel that your passion in ur courses, but please take care of ur arms, don't be too strict with yourself. Lift a lighter one next time.
I can feel that your passion in ur courses, but please take care of ur arms, don't be too strict with yourself. Lift a lighter one next time.
You are always here
I am glad that you helped me to arrange our house las X'mas.
Now I can memorize every second when you were here.
Now I can memorize every second when you were here.
Late for Reservist... again :P
Hmm... the alarm clock didn't sound off this morning. By the time I realised it, it was already 630am! Also I was trying to send mail on my web site and oh well ended up i have to take a cab down... again. :P
Today walk to office was comfortable. Got a new pair of shoe with better cushion and much much comfortable than the previous one.
Saw the weather broadcast indicating Taipei weather range from 10-15 degree celcius. Hope you will not get a cold and you will be warmed by the jacket i gave you. Remember to take good care of yourself especially your skin. Do remember to apply body lotion after shower. DON BE LAZY!!!!
Today walk to office was comfortable. Got a new pair of shoe with better cushion and much much comfortable than the previous one.
Saw the weather broadcast indicating Taipei weather range from 10-15 degree celcius. Hope you will not get a cold and you will be warmed by the jacket i gave you. Remember to take good care of yourself especially your skin. Do remember to apply body lotion after shower. DON BE LAZY!!!!
Sunday, January 16, 2005
Body Pump
Had my 2nd team teaching with this lady instructor. I had to say that it was indeed a very stressful time. She is very demanding and expect no silly mistake, however she does give encouragement and motivation. Fortunately, it turned out quite well, of cours with a few critics I had to work on. Personally, however, I felt that I didn't really do well somehow. I wasn't able to concentrate and be myself and found myself got very tire after a while.
Muscles are aching all over espeially my arms... hope no injuries... Wish that you can give me a good massage.
Miss the sunday with you at the flower market...
Muscles are aching all over espeially my arms... hope no injuries... Wish that you can give me a good massage.
Miss the sunday with you at the flower market...
Saturday, January 15, 2005
Friday, January 14, 2005
Weekend finally
It's weekend finally. There were more and more job to do in the past two weeks, and will be MORE in the next few months. There has been this thought in me. yep, quit my job too. To get rid of those anonny things and enjoy life with you. BUT I have millions in debt, I have no any execuse to quit my job. What I must to do , only one, face all hard and solve them.
Dear dar, u are really my sweety. Hope we can find a flight seat we want~
Dear dar, u are really my sweety. Hope we can find a flight seat we want~
Day 5 of Reservist...
Time seem to travel rather slow today... perhaps it was my mood or could be weekend is coming. :)
Mood today: disappointed and helpless...
Reason: Saw cheap airfares on the newspaper but not seat available for the period I wanted... Argggghhhhh.... Kim consoled me that I will be lucky next week. I REALLY REALLY hope so. Misses dar dar badly.
There has been this thought in me. To quit my job and go over to taiwan for a month to look for a job and settle down. Hmmm....
Mood today: disappointed and helpless...
Reason: Saw cheap airfares on the newspaper but not seat available for the period I wanted... Argggghhhhh.... Kim consoled me that I will be lucky next week. I REALLY REALLY hope so. Misses dar dar badly.
There has been this thought in me. To quit my job and go over to taiwan for a month to look for a job and settle down. Hmmm....
Thursday, January 13, 2005
self-complacency
geesh...never thought u are so self-complacency in ur classes.
I thought I should record that u had abscent for two days in OUR blog during the starting , but you had admited your guilit here already. Love you~
Today dinner :
rice, steam fish,curry, vegitable with sausage...
It's really delicious~ I gave 8 points (maximus is 10)
I thought I should record that u had abscent for two days in OUR blog during the starting , but you had admited your guilit here already. Love you~
Today dinner :
rice, steam fish,curry, vegitable with sausage...
It's really delicious~ I gave 8 points (maximus is 10)
Yet Another Day...
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Day 1 of reservist... (10 Jan 05)
So many things crossed my mind in the morning. What will happen to me when I get to camp? Would I get caught for my new hairdo? Would the changes in camp too much for me handle? Oh well, maybe I was just too paranoid or anxious, it was my first reservist (after 6 years since I had finished my National Service) afterall.
To my disappointment, I was told due to my long absence thus I was not qualified to service equipments. They are not planning to provide any training for me either. geesh... I told myself... there goes my 3 weeks, wasting time away in the flight center office.
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Day 2 of reservist...(11 Jan 05)
What a freezing cold office. Was told it is less 20 degree! Dazing my day away... thinking of my dar dar too. Wondering what was he doing now...
Had my Body Pump Team Teaching in the evening with Wai Han (a lady instructor). Before our class, the sound system went crazy for the previous 2 classes. We were quite lucky that it didn't give us any problem. Maybe I was too charming for the system hehee. Today class was good. Was quite satisfy but of course still got rooms for improvement.
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Day 3 of reservist...(12 Jan 05)
Woke up late today (partly was too tire cos of the training the night before and had late night sleep). Had to take a cab down to cab... geesh!
No internet, no personal notebook.. sigh... Again another idling day...
Thinking more of my dar dar... thinking of our next meet up.
Went for a quick swim after that. At least some achievement today.
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Day 4 of reservist...(today)
After the chat with dar, I felt guilty for not doing my part using the blogger. Sorry dar. You know I don't mean to hurt you. Hug hug!
Finally, I was given a small assignment in the morning. To escort some contractor to unload UPS to the store room. And it was my first encounter with the management ppl... and guess what it was sooo political. Geesh no wonder they have so much problem inside.
Manage to find somewhere for a short nap. Hehee Zzzz
Dar, misses you alot. Thinking of you more and more each day...
Day 1 of reservist... (10 Jan 05)
So many things crossed my mind in the morning. What will happen to me when I get to camp? Would I get caught for my new hairdo? Would the changes in camp too much for me handle? Oh well, maybe I was just too paranoid or anxious, it was my first reservist (after 6 years since I had finished my National Service) afterall.
To my disappointment, I was told due to my long absence thus I was not qualified to service equipments. They are not planning to provide any training for me either. geesh... I told myself... there goes my 3 weeks, wasting time away in the flight center office.
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Day 2 of reservist...(11 Jan 05)
What a freezing cold office. Was told it is less 20 degree! Dazing my day away... thinking of my dar dar too. Wondering what was he doing now...
Had my Body Pump Team Teaching in the evening with Wai Han (a lady instructor). Before our class, the sound system went crazy for the previous 2 classes. We were quite lucky that it didn't give us any problem. Maybe I was too charming for the system hehee. Today class was good. Was quite satisfy but of course still got rooms for improvement.
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Day 3 of reservist...(12 Jan 05)
Woke up late today (partly was too tire cos of the training the night before and had late night sleep). Had to take a cab down to cab... geesh!
No internet, no personal notebook.. sigh... Again another idling day...
Thinking more of my dar dar... thinking of our next meet up.
Went for a quick swim after that. At least some achievement today.
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Day 4 of reservist...(today)
After the chat with dar, I felt guilty for not doing my part using the blogger. Sorry dar. You know I don't mean to hurt you. Hug hug!
Finally, I was given a small assignment in the morning. To escort some contractor to unload UPS to the store room. And it was my first encounter with the management ppl... and guess what it was sooo political. Geesh no wonder they have so much problem inside.
Manage to find somewhere for a short nap. Hehee Zzzz
Dar, misses you alot. Thinking of you more and more each day...
Tuesday, January 11, 2005
冷冷的台北
連續好幾天，天空總是陰陰的，看不見太陽的日子，生活感覺似乎少了動力多了壓力。今天索性早點離開辦公室(我想以後七點多下班叫早吧)，去健身房運動，消耗一下。離開健身房時，全身還熱呼呼的，休息已久的血液在體內奔騰著，感覺很好，很久沒這樣的感覺，也不再覺得冷了。
Monday, January 10, 2005
It's never too late
X'mas:(n.) gift, tree, cold weather, big meal, friends, classmates, single, alone
Before I knew you, I always had dinner with those friends or my family. I am so happy you were here this X'mas. To me, it's first time, a two-people holiday. Although we don't have a romantic X'mas dinner, I still enjoyed the holiday very much. I never pray for a gift in X'mas eve, but you are my best X'mas gift ever. 29 years, finally, you are beside me.
X'mas:(n.) gift, tree, warm body, beloved, our house, enjoy, forever
Before I knew you, I always had dinner with those friends or my family. I am so happy you were here this X'mas. To me, it's first time, a two-people holiday. Although we don't have a romantic X'mas dinner, I still enjoyed the holiday very much. I never pray for a gift in X'mas eve, but you are my best X'mas gift ever. 29 years, finally, you are beside me.
X'mas:(n.) gift, tree, warm body, beloved, our house, enjoy, forever
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